Fabulous Christmas!

I had a wonderful Christmas this year. It was better than what don't were. I woke up at 5:30, sick. I couldn't sleep any longer so I went downstairs where Jeb was already up and watching Family Guy. We played some Xbox and Atari where we made a few new silly big sister little brother memories. Then we opened our presents after waking Shaye from her beauty sleep at 7:30. We opened our presents all surprised and pleased with what we had got and what we had. We got ready were we all went out to my grandma's for our family tradition Blue Berry waffles and tenderloin breakfast. We spent time up there opening our presents and scratching lottery tickets. After family time there we went home and cat napped I talked on the phone with Kyler as I got ready for dinner at my mom's side of the family. We ate there, talked to family opened our gifts. My mom was tickled pink to see she got a Kurig coffee maker, the one she'd been dying to have. And our usual, my Favorite movie tickets from my aunt Karla and uncle Jeff. We then went home and relaxed as my mom tried her New coffee system. Christmas was actually pretty good. And I couldn't ask for a better family.

Hating Life

After 45 minutes of crying I think I can throw away the holiday season and open up a beer. I'm already exhausted from the noise and the spirit. I just want tomorrow to go by fast that way I can get Christmas over with. ♡

I hate arguing

Oh my God I hate arguing sooo much. Especially with my friends. Some how I'm the bad guy even when I know I've done nothing wrong. It sucks but I guess it's how life works. I really shouldn't let people walk all over me, but I do. I'm sorry to anyone I've ever 'hurt'.

Christmas is close!

You know honestly I could careless about Christmas. The only thing important is the birthday of Jesus Christ, you know our lord. I don't see why everyone gets all hyped up about the gifts and everything. It's like a giant birthday party. I'm gonna be honest here, I hate Christmas with a passion. My family is quite annoying. They always tell me how much I've grown and changed. But in reality I haven't grown I've shrank. In the morning my little brother always wakes us up at like 6:30 I don't even get up that early for school. We spend about an hour and a half opening presents and cleaning up our messes. Then we go out to my grandmother's for breakfast. Now I love my grandma don't get me wrong but she will talk your ears right off your head if you let her. Then there's my creepy uncle, everyone has at least one. And if you don't, you're seriously lucky. My annoying aunt and her boyfriend who needs to get a hair cut and get a real job instead of being the wannabe rockstar. My 2 obnoxious cousins who are very spoiled and don't know their manners very well and last but not least my only favorite great grandmother. She's getting close to her last day, but she accepts it. She tells me all kinds of stories from when she was kid. She's always been full of great stories about her childhood. After awhile of being out there we go back home to rest on our full bellies. Words cannot explain how happy I am to be away from all the noise and people. After our naps usually my mom and I go to my other great grandmother's for dinner. Where I'm always called my sister Jurni. But when I tell them I'm not her they tell me how much I've 'grown' and changed. I've only dyed my hair. Not much of a change. The only people I can actually talk to there are my cousin Nathan and my mother. Everyone else is a complete stranger to me. When I get home from there I can't even explain how happy I am to greet my bed and if I'm lucky enough one of my older sisters the amazing Shaye. It's usually a long day for me and plans don't always turn out so great but oh well. New Years makes up for it eventually.